2005 (01/04/05 - present)
...new beginnings?? (06/24/04 - 12/31/04)
errr, now what?... (03/02/04 - 06/24/04)
the TootsieRoll Journal: renfrew (01/23/04 - 03/02/04)
back in Philly... (07/21/03 - 01/21/04)
losing 'everything', feeling nothing (06/27/03 - 07/20/03)
whatever --> 'the scariest day' (1/28/03 - 06/27/03)
diaryland - weblogged (11/10/02 - 1/25/03)
transferred from blogger (8/7/02 - 11/6/02)
transferred from deadjournal (5/7/02 - 7/18/02)

06/27/2003 - the scariest day, 6-26-03, part 2
06/27/2003 - the scariest day, 6-26-03, part 1
06/25/2003 - my day
06/24/2003 - maybe
06/21/2003 - dilemmas of dying...and living
06/20/2003 - mom, etc.
06/19/2003 - before, after, & other adventures *long*
06/19/2003 - adventures (food!) of unquiet & goldenthing
06/07/2003 - climbing back from the brink. again.
06/01/2003 - morning after (email to d.)
05/31/2003 - out of control (email to d.)
05/30/2003 - the language of food (email to d.)
05/28/2003 - going deaf
05/27/2003 - missing the point
05/23/2003 - appetites
05/23/2003 - questions w/o answers
05/22/2003 - what i ate and puked
05/13/2003 - the existential void
05/12/2003 - airplanes
05/07/2003 - update from the east
04/27/2003 - The back-off vibe
04/24/2003 - i don't know.
04/21/2003 - other shit and blah
04/15/2003 - an uncomfortable state of mind...
04/13/2003 - my fucking fabulous day
04/12/2003 - drugs and vomit
04/01/2003 - quotes and trinkets
04/01/2003 - Yahassholes
03/30/2003 - LA weekend
03/23/2003 - tantrums
03/20/2003 - war and apathy
03/17/2003 - ...spiraling...
03/16/2003 - i hear you...i just can't hear me
03/16/2003 - truth and consequence
03/10/2003 - another side
03/08/2003 - a girlie mood. very odd.
03/05/2003 - so fucking expressive am i
02/13/2003 - irrelevant fyi--backdated entries
02/13/2003 - ...something...or other...
02/12/2003 - um, hi...again (c.)
02/10/2003 - help me?
02/02/2003 - um, hi (email to c.)
01/28/2003 - whatever