// the D word
| 07/18/2005 - 4:52 p.m. |
yeah, so i haven't updated in a shamefully long time.
i've got bunches of written entries from the past 2 months that i may or may not ever get around to typing up and posting.
whatever.
each of my last 3 sessions with pat have gotten progressively worse, pointless, etc.
this follows the pattern that within each session, things have gotten increasingly mind-numbing and/or frustrating.
even pat got sick of sitting there staring at the clock, and finally ended the torture around 7-minutes-till.
"so, you wanna wrap this up for today?"
the thing is--
i'm depressed.
right. duh. i know.
it's not like i have at any point really been in "full remission" in the last year and whatever since frew.
but as i have mostly, comparatively been semi among the living, i have not so often used the word.
but i realized this weekend that no, "blah" or "down" or "tired" or "cranky" or any other such euphemism isn't cutting it.
i am definitively the D-word.
bite me.
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