// nausea 9/11
| 07/06/2004 - 10:40 a.m. |

tues
(pre-pat notes)

still feeling a bit nauseous from yesterday.
why?

i saw fahrenheit 9/11.

if i had anything more substantial in my stomach than the sourpatch kids
(i'd finished by the time the previews were over)
i surely would have hurled it by the film's end.

its not like there was anything in it i didn't know--
its that i do is why i avoid the 'news' + watch soaps 24/7.

but when you see it all together,
all the pieces of the puzzle,
nothing short of horror + disgust is a rational response.

i just don't have the words...
except to say i was seriously shaken + literally ill when i left.