// o.m.g. x2
| 8/24/2004 - 7:12 p.m. |

tuesday
(pre-group notes)

i was having a vague feeling this afternoon
that i was forgetting something, to do something,
or whatever.

but you know me,
i didn't give it much concern.

then later, i note the time--
its 6:00pm.
6, 6, feel like i'm supposed to do something @ 6?

then--
OMG, is it TUESDAY?!

yup.

totally forgot about group,
which i usually leave my house for at?
you got it, 6:00.

um, perhaps that's a sign?
my decision's been made?
(re whether or not to continue past tonight)
ya THINK?!

yeah,
so i jumped in the shower
and was walkin out the door @ 6:20
traffic was obviously not bad at all,
so i got here about the same time i usually do.

craziness.


speaking of OMG--
pat asked me yesterday if i write any fiction at all.
'wellll, actually, i have started to for the 1st time pretty recently.'

'yeah, what about?'

ummmmmmm...
"stuff."

'well, that sounds significant.'

no shit.
'look, no way in HELL you're gonna get it out of me--
so don't waste your time trying.'

'i wasn't, only wondering WHY its a secret?'

'b/c its the only thing about me probably
that absolutely is a secret.
that i've even started writing regarding it is
HUGE.'

'so you're really just "coming out" to yourself about it?'

uh huh...