// accounting
| 12/24/2003 - 4:57 p.m. |

email to c., Tue, 12-23-2003, 6:42pm, Subject: call it accountability...

my journal entry @ 6:10pm, Tue, 12/23/2003:
//Subject: "UNTIL..." and "with Love"//

i submitted an 'Online Contact Form' on the Renfrew website a few minutes ago.

and i don't care what day it is tomorrow, or whether or not they call.
I WILL.

it is the only gift that matters...

~~~~~

email to C., Wed, 12-24-2003, 1:58pm, Subject: i AM...i DID!

dear C.,
hey.
i know that you're away, so won't get these little updates for a few days.
but i feel this need to keep you 'up to the minute' anyway ;)
had a message from an E. from Renfrew when i got up and returned the call.
as i said last night, i *wasn't* going to wait for a response--
had planned on calling J., the woman i had been in contact w/months ago if no one called me first.
but i'm glad E. called, just because she was easier to talk to, more laid-back.
[[j. had been nice and all, but was one of those hyper-cheery sounding people that make me involuntarily gag, lol]]

ANYWAYS, talked to E. for a bit, + then gave my insurance info of course.
no reason there should be any problems with verification or whatever this time (right??--knock on wood, etc.)
and i should be able to set up an assessment for next week...

i do obviously have less factual things to say to you--
but for now, i think the factual says a whole lot about what your email 'triggered' in me, eh??
ya think?!?! heheh.

love you,
m.

~~~~~

in other, non-email news:

mom's temp job, the one she's been at since the spring, where it was supposedly only a matter of time/red-tape before she was offered a full-time position...
canceled. done. over. they told her today.
they love her, rave about her, it's a money thing.
merry xmas.

i've been on a mini-fast since yesterday morning.
just kinda happened *shrug*
but tomorrow is "baked macaroni" day, so...
yeah.