// goddamnitstupidshitmotherfuckers
| 07/26/2003 - 11:17 a.m. |
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!?
ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MIND!?!?!
my aunt j. just finally asked me if i was 'looking into any treatment programs yet'
i told her i was in 'negotiations' with C.
she tells me she has a 'petition' going at work to have me involuntarily committed if i don't get tx on my own.
WHAT IN THE HOLY FUCK?!?!?!
ok, 1--a petition at work??? that makes no fucking sense whatsoever.
2--what the FUCK is WRONG with you people??? goddamnitstupidshitmotherfuckers
i was very very calm.
i said pointedly but nonhysterically, 'don't you dare go there. i've already been through that shit. it is NOT appropriate.'
she says, 'not appropriate? you look like a 10 year old.'
well, DUH.
'it is NOT the way to go.'
'i know you would never talk to me again. but at least you'd be alive. i want you *around* for the next 30 Christmases.'
'you CANNOT force anything on me'--what is so hard to understand about that concept??
'well, i won't as long as you keep up your end of the bargain.'
(as if it was a mutually agreed upon thing, like i had any input)
'i'm doing what i have to do.'
'ok...you need to take better care of yourself' as i mutter 'whatever' and head back upstairs.
AAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
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