// peace out
| 08/22/2003 - 10:36 p.m. |

this is definitely my 4th entry here today already.

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another post i just made in that suicide thread at TF that i talked about to C...
blah.

as i'm still not doing the stuff i "should" be during the brief periods of time i come around, i really especially need to stay the fuck away from this thread.

but shit.

respectful disagreement is always cool but for the select few of you who appear incapable of at all empathizing with the kind of pain that drives people to think about let alone follow through with ending their lives or so much as considering the idea that in some cases, *a small # yes, but still some*, it might actually be for the BEST...

can i BE you?!?

seriously.

and what the fuck are you doing here anyway. whatever emotional shit (relatively speaking, it can't hurt THAT much) you're dealing with, get over it already, YOU eat some damn chocolate cake (and i mean enjoy a slice or two, not 4 pounds, no puking it up, etc.) and go do this life thing that is so important. i mean it, that would be truly awesome. you're also a damn hypocrite (just like me) if you don't.

oh, and e***** is da bomb, yo.

peace out.

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..."peace out"...i miss S.
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more wowsers from worlds.

US' Carly Patterson, first year as a senior, physically still looks about 12...just won the all-around silver. She's got this realll calm aura, like on beam its almost eerie, with a deeep Louisiana accent. But the string of successes, the near perfect presentation, it all makes me a little nervous FOR her, just because she's gotten a good bit of hype already, and likely will now get completely blitzed with it in the next year through to the Olympics...

Russia's 'Sveta' won her 3rd-now-I-think? World all-around title. I know everyone just drools over her, and certainly I appreciate her ability and style and all that. But I still like muscles and power better. Whatever, sure as hell can't knock a woman who is still sitting on top after a good decade of competing at this level.