// the theme continues...
| 04/08/2004 - 11:50 a.m. |

(pre-pat)

another "duh" realization on the way here.

that "this stuff" is fundamentally yet another aspect of the honesty theme.

being honest w/in myself, not separating parts of who i am into boxes that i pretend are insignificant to what is 'on display'.

accepting this--as the failure to is as much of a lie as any.

and eventually (when, where, how, to whom i haven't the faintest), allowing it out of the box in the 'real world'

...in a balanced, safe, + self-respecting way of course...



...i started writing a story last night...