// who DOES that?!?
| 05/25/2004 - 7:15 p.m. |

(pre-group notes)

c. read the email, but no reply.
(i'd say yet...
but general rule of thumb is...
if the response doesn't come right away...
chances are slim it ever will)


group.
blah blah.
please show up everyone!
either way, they ain't gettin another go at me this soon!

hmmm, reaction to hair could be interesting.
they mostly lean towards 'conservative' in 'style' + such.
hah.


yesterday.
i sometimes wonder whether pat just doesn't have the greatest memory
or whether she just asks certain questions repeatedly to torture me.
a dash of mom, a pinch of sean, a cup of dad.
it's all the same since the last time you asked.


a question whether my 'hiding out' from life was related at all to sexuality issues.
decent question, but no--
my tendency still towards isolation when i'm 'doing well' may be somewhat related.
but this complete withdrawal from all the world, no.
not really on the radar, in those terms anyway.

more "self-care" stuff.
do people actually make such things priorities??
bizarre!