// presence of replies...;-P
| 07/19/2004 - 2:35 p.m. |

mon
(pre-pat notes)

oh, hey c., thanks so much for your concern and well wishes!


not.
bitch...

she read my email @ 6:53am. [[copied at bottom of this entry]]
has yet to reply.



have gotten a good # of responses on tf tho.
i am not the only one who was ignorant of the possibility!!

a post from s. was among the replies...
which was nice.
yet don't exactly know what to think/feel about it...

(moved inside now. that bench outside--not so comfortable.)

should be an "interesting" session.
ya know, the usual opening of "how are you doing? how was your weekend?"
"well, considering my weekend, i'm ok..."
"uhh...do you know what a rectal prolapse is?"
"...i didn't. i sure do now."


did the other part of my midterm this morning.
much less stressful.
was just 10 short answer questions.
definitely glad to be done w/it.

sent roni an email saying:
hi roni,
wanted to let you know i will likely not make it to class tonight.
i had a medical emergency of sorts over the weekend and...

well, uh, lets just say i don't think i could comfortably manage sitting in a hard desk chair for any length of time...

i'll see how i feel later on, but most likely will see you on wednesday.
thanks,
m.

sitting on that bench just now,
which i think isn't even quite as hard,
w/my sweatshirt folded underneath me,
for a mere 5 minutes...
definitely confirmed that decision.


hmmm, pat's here, but its only 10 of.
so, i think i'm gonna go stand outside + grab a cig...

~~~~~

the email to c., sun, 7-18-04, 10:05am, Subject: oh my. it was a day.
dear c.,
hey there lady.
how the hell are ya???

me, well all things considered...
i'm alright.

can't really succintly describe what "all things considered" are--
you'll have to read the lovely journal entry copied below.
yesterday's post-(genuinely voluntary!!)-e.r.-visit account.

otherwise,
still alright.
survived the 3-1/2 hr portion of my midterm.
not sure how, but i did.

i think s. + i are in "divorce" proceedings.
its sad, it hurts...
its a long story.

anyways--
like i said,
how ya doin??
whats up??
and all that.

love ya,
m.

*copy of rectal prolapse (read at your own risk) entry*